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    April 13

    อืม.....

    เคยไม๊......
     
     
     
     
    ว่าตื่นมา         แล้วไม่รู้ว่าวันนี้จะทำอะไร
     
     
     
     
    ตื่นมาแล้วรู้สึก เคว้งๆ.....
     
    งงๆ....... ว่าตื่นมาทำไม ไม่มีอะไรทำอยู่ดี
     
     
     
     
     
    อันที่จริงแล้ว.......... มีสิ่งที่ควรจะทำมากมาย
    อันที่จริงแล้ว...........มีความฝันที่จะต้องทำให้เป็นจริง
    อันที่จริงแล้ว...........คนเรามีเวลาเท่ากัน
    อันที่จริงแล้ว...........สงสัยว่าทำไมคนอื่นทำได้แล้วเราทำไมได้
    อันที่จริงแล้ว...........คิดได้ แต่ ทำ ไม่เคยได้
    อันที่จริงแล้ว...........มานึกดูอีกที ผ่านมา20กว่าปีแล้ว ไม่เห็นทำอะไรกับชีวิตตัวเองเลย
    อันที่จริงแล้ว...........เคยคิดว่าอยากเป็นหมอ
    อันที่จริงแล้ว...........ไม่เคยคิดที่จะทำอะไรที่ทำให้ตัวเองไปถึงจุดนั้น
    อันที่จริงแล้ว...........คิดเป็นอย่างเดียว ทำไม่เป็น
    อันที่จริงแล้ว...........จะคิดทำไมให้มากมาย
    อันที่จริงแล้ว...........อยากจะทำอะไรก็ทำไปสิ จะกลัวอะไร
     
    อันที่จริงแล้ว...........เอาเวลที่มานั่งบ่นนี่ไปทำอะไรให้ชีวิตมันดีขึ้น...........ดีกว่า
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    อันที่จริงแล้ว...........อันที่จริงแล้ว...........ได้แต่คิดอีกแล้ว
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    February 14

    i once said....

    i can't remember when or where or who i said it to.... but it's such a nice thing to say to someone you know. it makes them feel special i'm sure.
     
    (i might have copied it from somewhere :P can't remember but ho well)
     
     
     
    If I had never met you, I’d have never known you. 
    If I had never known you, I’d had never liked you.
    If I had never liked you, I’d had never missed you.
    If I had never missed you, I’d had never loved you.
     
      
    I did, I do and I will. Forever
     
     
     
    happy valentine's day everyone.
     
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    February 09

    somethings are better left ....unsaid .....

     
     
    sometimes ...... you have to keep things to yourself .....
     
     
    .....keep it .....
     
    .....bottled it up....
     
    .......until.......
     
    ...one day...
     
     
    you can't keep it anymore ....
     
    BUT 
     
    you still can't say it.
     
     
    it's not important to anyone ... but yourself.
     
     
    be strong man, be strong.... you will get through this...
     
     
    must ... not let it out....
     
     
    it's best for everyone.
     
     
    good bye secrets.....
     
     I'll forget you.
     
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    February 03

    5 days 4 night in Hong Kong :: part 2

    it takes a while to be in a mood to write..... so here it is.
     
     
    stepping out from the airport is definitely an experience.... as we walked out of the lift... we weren't quite sure where we were going and how are we going to get to the hotel.... or even.... where is the taxi stand.... THEN we spotted this.

     
    OMG it's a taxi! a very old school one too! and then .... as we were standing there trying to figure out how all our bags will fit in the car .......
     
    this happen!!!!!

    heheheh nothing happen really ...apart from seeing our bags half way out of the trunk and being held together by an elastic sting... that's all ..  ;)

    the trip to the hotel didn't take long... ONLY 30-45 mins ONLY !!! (see the sincerity in that ? hehehe )

    within that 30-45 mins also we managed to take some photos as usual to get our tourist mode stating ... (especially me )

       also managed to capture some random photo of our tour member :D     

     

     

     

    as we arrived at the hotel... checked in and unload our bags... we picked up our new member to add to our HK shopping frenzy (also known as our tour leader at some point)  

    as the tourist spirit sinks in .... we quickly freshen up ourselves and then head out to the carnival.

     

     (BRB)....

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    January 19

    5 days 4 night in Hong Kong :: part 1

    I can no longer say that I'm a Hong Kong virgin ....nor a Disney Land virgin .... as it was all break loose last weekend 11-15 Jan.
    it all began when Nu mention something close to a FREE HOTEL STAY in Hong Kong at the SHANGRI LAAAA in November .......
    and then it was all a blurred up until when i got back from Phuket. Nothing was booked and arrange and plus the free accommodation was not valid at that time period we wanted to go.
    i was thinking .... what's the point on going if i don't get the free hotel! but then ... i guess ... they forgot that the whole point that i wanted to go to HK was because the FREE HOTEL!!!!!! heheheh (what a tight arse).
    The week leading into the 11th was the most rush, panic and last minute planed trip I've ever been on. for one second i thought it'd be cancelled. but then thanks to Tan who spend the whole night researching on plan and hotel fees, Srilankan Air and their half price ticket to HK was our (last and only choice) transportation. we managed to get ourselves on the plan to HONGKONG!
     
    HONG KONG HERE WE COME!

    the first time in foreign country with no idea where i'm going and only a few words of Cantonese and Mandarin along with 3 other shopping maniac, i've landed in HK at after 2.3 hours on the smelly flight and extra curry on the tv remote control.
    busting for toilets we walked quickly to the nearest restrooms to find it absolutely packed. we kept on walking and one of our HK pro shopper spotted a toilet (so she thought). we walked closer to the pointed area..... the signage was definitely a man however it was in running movement and it was green in colour ... on the top it says EXIT . . . . . .
    we looked at each other and burst out in laughter. so we thought our (pro shopper) friend that ... next time ... if the toilet logo doesn't run it means it's a toilet and you can THEN use it. :P

     

    after the immigration check out we have to find something that will get us to the hotel..... we agree that it's more expensive to catch the shuttle bus to the hotel than to catch the taxi (after asking several receptionists at the desk) we find ourselves catching the elevator down to... dunno what level but all we know is we must go down one level. heheheh how random.
     
    due to my tourist syndrome.... i'd take photo of everything i see including the very big lift buttons. :D
     
     
     
     
     
    stepping out of the lift is my first steps on real HK land. it wasn't so impressing as i thought i'd be but nevertheless, i'm in HK!
     
     to be continue***
     
     
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    November 30

    20 days in counting!

    hello hello hellooo,
     
     
     
    I'm SO BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
     
     
    of cause there're things to do.... but .... dunt feel like doing, am i?!?!?!? hehehe anywho ... 20 days and i'm back in BKK!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY@#$@#$@#$@#$@
     
    yah whatever.
     
     
     
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    November 16

    welcome back me!

    hello all,
     
    long time no see, no update :P that's because you're not important enough! hahah I'm just kidding! without you i wouldn't be able to come this far....I'm talking about my life of cause!
     
     
    it's been so long since i update anything on my space that everything is almost new to me :D anyway ... i guess you're probably wonder what in the world make me come and blog!  OK the thing is ..
     
     
    I'M GRADUATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ready or not i'm finishing!!!!!!!
     
    so yes you better come to my grads ceremony next year in April people! or i'll be real mad :P heheh not that i can ever get mad at anyone.  that's cool what ever makes you happy, makes me happy :D
     
     
    i miss BKK so much that i just want to get on the plane now and go home. but then i'll have no money to spend over there, would i ?! so yes ... this last month will be my sweatshop month where i work my arse off to make some bucks.
     
    ho sorry ... how are we doing? hanging in there? just remember! no pain, no gain! suffer now, enjoy later yah yah ??? imagine the day that you accomplished something you pour your heart out for! like a piece of paper that i spend 4 years to get it! hahah  DAMN PIECE OF PAPER! heheh it better get me into a good job man ... otherwise it'd be a waste of time heheheh nah not really I've learned a lot in this 4 years ... .looking back at my previous compositions... they're all pretty crap but then they gradually becoming better ... still crap in a way but you know... it's better ;) it's getting better. hehehe who would have thought that I've actually learned something!
     
    anyway... the truth is ... i don't know if I'm actually finishing yet cos, you see, i haven't really got that letter saying that I've pass everything and I'm ACTUALLY graduating. hehehe
     
    wish me luck for tomorrow, i still have an interview to attend re. my major work heheh. ;)
     
    bye for now.
     
    good luck ;D
     
    PS: P'Tia, congrats na ka. and remember I want to see grand kids soon!!!! heheh (not like he ever going to read this stupid space of mine anyway hehehe )
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    September 02

    it's my birthday!

    it's my birthday! it's my birthday it's my birthday!


    OLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


    ;-)

    suffering from MORATORIUM COMPLEX.

    ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG


    slap me in the face! !@#@!$#$!@#$#@!@#$
    heheheh

    BBQ and BOOZZZZZZ come come come :D
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    August 31

    hair issue

    this will be my last time with short hair... i've decided ... i'll keep my hair loger! not very long though .. just longer... so maybe i will look differnt ... heheh kindda sick of my look. although, i have to admit, it's much easier to maintain a short hair :D

    ho well will see how that go hehe

    wish me luck

    and by the way .. getting old is just another part of life ... i shouldn't be afraid to grow up. i shouldn't.... i shouldn't


    dada
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    August 23

    still alive

    well.... it's been 5 days since my last depress blog.
     
    I'm still alive ... surprisingly
     
    don't know what I'm doing here still .... and when will this stupid flu go away??
     
    feeling a bit shitty still but much better than before.
     
    at least i feel like i want to live.....more than a few days ago.
     
     
     
    anywho..... missing home terribly
     
    later......
     
    PS: got this in the mail today .....
     
    "YOU A MASTER!"
     
    WTF?!?!?!?
     
     
    hehehe it still make me laugh
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    August 18

    time of depression...

    somehow....
    taking a walk out side make me feel horribly sad.
     
    nothing seems to cheer me up.
    not a single thing.
    not even my beloved TV.
     
    everything seems so wrong.
     
    i start having doubts about my life.
     
    WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING!?!?!?!?!?!?
     
    what ever happened to that happy person?
    what happened to that smile on my face?
    what ever happened to me?
     
     
    i hate growing up!
    the most of all i fucking hate being alone
    it makes me depress.
    so depress that I'll just start crying for no apparent reason.
     
     
    i need sometime off myself.
    can i just be someone I'm not for like a day?
     
     
    home. home. home. home.
    i miss my family and my friends.
     
     
    and what ever happened to all my friends ?
    where did they disappear to?
    i miss them.
     
    what's the point of living when you walk out the door and feel the whole world is crashing down on you.
    and why me?
    why am i the only one who's feeling this?
     
     
    fuck you life, fuck you.
    i hate you.
     
    and why the fuck am i depress?
     
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    can someone please stop this thing that's hammering my head?
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    August 04

    i'm bored

    I had my first percussion lesson today!.....

     

    It’s much harder than I thought heheheh BUT that will not stop me from trying my best to master it in 1 year time :P heheh

     

     

    Sometimes having too much time for yourself makes life more confusing. I don't know what I’m talking about either ... I just felt like writing shit.. So here I am

     

     

    ShIt SHIT ShiT SHIT SHiT SHIT SHIT shIT ShIt SHIT ShiT SHIT SHiT SHIT SHIT shIT ShIt SHIT ShiT SHIT SHiT SHIT SHIT shIT ShIt SHIT ShiT SHIT SHiT SHIT SHIT shIT ShIt SHIT ShiT SHIT SHiT SHIT SHIT shIT ShIt SHIT ShiT SHIT SHiT SHIT SHIT shIT ShIt SHIT ShiT SHIT SHiT SHIT 

     

    yes ... anyhow ... it's been raining like mad in Sydney today and believe it or not ... I had my umbrella with me and my pants was wet just above my knee... hmmmmm yes I was wet and so were my socks and shoes heheh

     

    IT WAS FREZING COLD!!!!!!  Yah so I’ve decided to stay at home and not going to the gym :P heheh

     

    ho well enough shit I guess ...

     

    Ciao all you sexy people! 

     

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    July 30

    looking back....

    emm.... i've learned something new today....something that made me think....
     
     
    .... sometimes i complain ...
     
    ....sometimes i whine ...
     
    ......of how much my life sux....
     
    ......and how much better it'd be if we were richer ...
     
     
     
    hmmmm who am i to complain ?
     
     
    there are people out there who suffers far more than i can imagine. this world sux.... but nevertheless.... it's still exciting and challenging... the sweet taste of success (once i actually taste it :P ) would be much sweeter if i have been through all this crap beforehand ....
     
    hang in there people ! you can do this!
    happiness doesn't come that easily..... fight for it man!
     
    i feel it too ...from this year on .... i have no idea what is going to happen even though i had it all planned out but who know what lies ahead.... you just have to stick to the plan i guess ... and take what ever come at hand.
     
    I wish you all the very best.
     
    Nu, Ann, Oil, Som-o, Chin, Po, Noon, Tan,  Mi, Nate, Chut, Lady, Bas, Gate and everyone else i know..... Hang in there guys ... believe in yourself and go for what you believe in. don't ever let other people talk you down and make you feel inferior. you are the best at what you do. no one know you like you do.
     
    never be afraid to take a step forward just remember that if you ever fall.... you have all of us here to catch you and will help you with every way possible to get you back on to your feet again.
     
     
    i don't know what kind of mood i'm in man.... just thought this might help any of you guys that's having trouble ... and me also heeheh ....
     
    yah ... anywho ... enough for today i guess ... :D
     
    LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAHAHAH
     
    i wasn't drunk when i was writing this ok? heheheh
     
    yah byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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    July 18

    the importance of holidays

    first off ......NU: this is for your MSN virus thing go read it (click here or here if the other one didn't work.)

    ok so i have been in my holidays mode for like about a week and I just only felt it. the laziness of holiday is soooooo good! hehehehe and apart from that ... I’m sick hehehe so sitting around at home doing nothing is the best cure I reckon. anyhow... the free time also has its side effect. it makes you think... subconsciously….about what should you be doing right now and all the plans for your future…. Since I’m getting older and all, partying just isn’t my thing anymore … surprisingly! :P

    ho well there’s nothing much I wanted to say here …. Just to keep you up to date about my boring life :D

    and PS: Noon, I don’t drink anymore so I’d love to see you “TRY” and get me drunk :D heheheh

    ho and people. I’m going back in December and this time I’ll be back for 2 months (and a bit) if my leave gets approve but I’ll definitely be back in December! And so send me your shopping lists as soon as you can so I won’t forget :D

    cool! i gotta head to bed now. getting a little dizzy.

    See ya all ……soon….

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    June 26

    it's nearly time!

    in 2 more days .... i'll be FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE


    FREE of UNI
    FREE of HOMEWORK
    FREE of NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINKSSSSSSSS hahhahahahahah

    nono just kidding i've promised myself that i'll stop drinking and i have been doing that in the past 4 months ! (well i started since last december but you know ... every now and then :P) so yes 4 months and still going strong (i think)


    anywho... shall be back updating my blog (almost)every day ! so stay put :D

    i'll be back

    miss you all

    but i miss you more, holidays :D
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    June 01

    die! die die assignments DIE!!!!!

    nothing to say just read the title.
     
     
    when will this end!
     
    i'm so sick of it alrady!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
     
    PS: miss my dad
    PSS: miss Nu, Som-o, Ann, Oil, Noon, Bas, Po, Chin, Tan, Lady, Mimi, Nate and heaps of other people. :D
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    May 16

    procrastinator

    if there were to be a competition for world's biggest procrastinator.... i would have won it. :D
     
    i dont know how people can actually get motivate to do work with out having the due date firing at your butt.
     
    HOW?
     
    i guess you just have to be those people who does .... which isn't me .... definitely not.
     
    seriously, you know what you have to do and you have time to do it .... you just don't want to do it. but when you have non of the above and things are in its last minute. that's when you have to do it. (not that you WANT to.) why doesn't that happen to me when things aren't due?
     
    i must stop this.....some how :P
     
    well my mom better not be reading this blog or otherwise I'll get an unscheduled lecture from her hehehehe .
     
    ho well enough of this bull shit. GET BACK TO WORK LAZY ARSE!
     
     
    BY THE WAY!
     
    if you are my 3000 visitor please let me know :D i have something special in store for you :P heheheeh
     
    and THANK YOU ALL OF YOU! if it weren't because of you people who motivate me to write.... i wouldn't have kept this blog going. so thanks a million.
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    May 02

    nothing much.....

    just to update you on my decision.
     
    i have decided not to buy that DSLR but to buy a laptop instead. so ..... have to do some research before i can actually buy one. any suggestions?
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    April 27

    there's still good karma after all

    I FOUND MY CAMERA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's more like MY LECTURER FOUND MY CAMERA!!!!!!!!!
     
    but who cares as long as i have it back! that means that i don't have to spend another 500bucks on another camera that i won't be using when  i finish uni. and i've found my love of photography again.... reunited with my canon EOS100 i have forgotten how good that semi-automatic SLR camera was. :D i missed it. :D
     
    anyway just to share to you that i've got my camera back and i'm very happy :D
     
     
    so just to end this nonsense blog.....
     
    never give up!
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    April 26

    the definition of KARMA.....

    KARMA......What goes around comes around.
     
    by dictionary Karma means;
    1. Hinduism & Buddhism. The total effect of a person's actions and conduct during the successive phases of the person's existence, regarded as determining the person's destiny.
    2. Fate; destiny.
    3. Informal. A distinctive aura, atmosphere, or feeling: There's bad karma around the house today.

    then .... karma is basically...

    "the result of what you do!"

     

    I'm beginning to think that the reason why i lost this camera, which wasn't even mine, is because ....long time ago my dad picked up a camera and didn't know who to return it to since there's no name or contact number. we tried to leave our contact number at the place where we got the camera from so that if they come looking for it, they'd know who to call. we went intending to keep it. Seriously.

     

    and i didn't have any contact number or detail in my camera bag at all. so i can't curse them exactly .... even though i already have...

    there's no way in the world that I'll get that camera back ....since i don't even know when and where exactly I've lost it...but I'm pretty sure i didn't.

     

    this also proved another point wrong....."if you want something bad enough. you will have it." obviously NO even i want it so bad that i could drop dead right now. but then again ...NEVER GIVEUP! I'm blabbering on aren't i. ho well ... this is what happen at 3.30 in the morning. I'm not even sure why I'm writing this blog but something tells me that i should write. so here it is.

    To something that tells me to write: I'M WRITING GODDAMNIT!

     

    since i have lost that camera... i have this urge to buy another one ... this time a digital SLR since i won't be using the film SLR anymore after i finish uni cos there's no darkroom that i can develop my film in (and that's where all the fun is!) so now the dilemma of buying a new camera ...verses new laptop. which one will i end up buying ....only me can decided (and you guys' persuasive power...hehehe)

     

    WHICH WILL I BUY!

     

    considering both has similar price....NIKON D70 or D70S      or Laptop which i haven't decided which model yet........

     

     

    which one .....

     

    which one......

     

    which one .....

     

    which one......

     

    ho well ... enough bullshitting already.... i think i should go to bed. I'm not tired but i am.... may be i am tired but i just pretend that I'm not.... hmmmm may be i know that I'm tired .....and may be i know that i know that I'm tired..... and may be you know that i know that I'm tired....and may be i know that you know that i know that I'm tired. and may be i know that i know that you know that i know that I'm tired....

     

    and may be if i keep saying this I'll eventually get tired and go to bed ... hehehehe

     

    night night

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